I’m O.K.
I’ve
thought about the different ways I can play this wonderful game. I have spent the last couple of years playing “I’m
O.K.”. No matter what I have created, I know that in ultimate reality that none of this
is real and it has no meaning, except the meaning I give it.
There
are many possible outcomes of playing in the illusion while realizing
I’m O.K. no matter what. To have this experience of I’m O.K. no matter what, I
have to remember who I am; I’m not this body, I’m not this mind, these are just
tools I use to have this physical experience. Here are two extremes I have
experienced, which have created some interesting circumstances:
A.
Complete
detachment; I have found that I am missing the feelings and
emotions of the experience. I have the feeling that I am an observer. I’m
separate from life around me, even my physical body. I’m looking at life as if
I’m reading it in a book. I can see it; I can analyze it, but no emotional
feeling.
B.
Playing the
game too
intensely; I have found I often have no regard for my personal safety. With
this belief, I can really feel a light playfulness, with a sense of awe and
discovery. When I experience life from this perspective, I will sometimes place
my physical body in situations where I could and have damaged my body.
I
feel to play in this illusion, with the perception that I’m O.K.
and still get the full experience, I have to forget, even if
just for a fraction of second, that I’m O.K. By forgetting, I can have the
experience of exhilaration, anxiety, fear, etc.
Thoughts
become things; choose ones that align with who you choose to be!